It's
never easy,
Even
if they say that it'll pass in time,
Who
are they to say that it'll pass when it's not them who's suffering,
Stop
pretending as if that you can feel the pain,
Perhaps
that's anger speaking,
Perhaps
that it's not your fault,
Loss
can be at times irrational,
Can
someone who's experience loss be rational?
How
can someone else feel what you feel?
This
pain of a part of your soul that's being ripped out viciously,
Unwilling,
Unexpectedly,
This
sense of unfairness of why should this person go,
Crippled,
it's a wonder how we can ever move on,
But
time goes on,
We
weep and we grieve,
The
living must keep on living,
Because
by living we honor the past,
By
living, we keep the memories close,
We
are limited in what we can do,
But
we alive by staying strong,
We
may choose to say that the end has come,
Or
that it's called a passing because they're in a better place,
In
the end, their memories is eternal should we choose to let them continue living
in our memories.
A
part of them continues as a part of us,
Growing
into who we are today.
~Dedicated
to those who had passed and those still living~
Death is never easily accepted. Above all, death is
irrational. Different people may deal with death differently but death is rarely
painless. As was illustrated by Stanley Phillips (John Cussack) whose wife had recently
passed away in combat while serving the military in Iraq. Stanley is left with
the fact that he have to break the news to his two daughters. Finding
difficulty with dealing with his wife’s death and telling his daughters, he did
the next thing that he only knew how; bringing what is left of his family to
the last place that they had their happiest memories. Enchanted Garden.
Grief
Throughout the film, we are shown the transition of how Stanley
cope with the loss of his wife. Starting from the state of disbelief or denial,
he withdrew into himself. Facing with the reality of his wife’s passing, he
tried to face his empty home that his wife will no longer return to.This is
consistent with Kübler-Ross’s model on the Five stages of grief. Stanley
started with denial when he first heard of his wife’s passing. Even to the point
of not even able or wanting to tell his daughters that their mother has passed.
Choosing instead to take them to Enchanted Garden. On a whim. In the beginning
stage of his grief, all Stanley wanted to do was to just get away from where he
is with his daughters. Even the diner that the family usually goes to holds too
much painful memories for him. He desperately needs to get away from
everything. His job, his house, his town, his friends, in other words; he needs
to leave his current life at the moment.
Throughout the
journey to Enchanted Garden, we see Stanley moving from Denial, Anger,
Bargaining, Depression and eventually Acceptance. Not necessarily in that
order. However, it is quite evident that after they left the town that they
were in; Stanley was moving between anger, bargaining and depression. It
started with a phone call to their house phone. As the phone message recorder
is of his late wife, Grace. He spoke as if he’s literally talking to her on the
phone. This act can be seen as a form of bargaining. Stanley succumb to his
depression early on when he finally has time to be by himself and in private.
Crying and curling up in bed at his mother’s house. His anger comes during the
interaction with his brother, John. It is easily misinterpreted that Stanley is
generally hostile towards his brother who have differing political views. As
was seen when they (including the daughters) were sitting down at dining table.
When John found out about and confronted Stanley about Grace’s(wife) passing, Stanley
lashes out aggressively and pins John to the door but eventually breaking down
and asking John to keep it a secret from his daughters. In a way, this can be
seen as the first clues or steps to Stanley moving towards accepting the death
of his wife.
As they move along their journey to Enchanted Garden, Stanley
moves from being somewhat detached from his daughters to eventually
reconnecting with them again. Which was probably brought on by the fact that he
found Heidi missing from the motel room one night and caught her trying out
smoking. Discovering that Heidi has not been able to sleep much ever since
Grace was dispatched to Iraq. He asked her to wake him up and talk to him every
time she was not able to sleep by trying to break the ice by smoking with her. This
is interesting in a sense that the first step in moving toward his acceptance
of his wife’s passing was to reconnect with Heidi. Who as shown at the
beginning, seemed to be at odds with her father. Even Dawn was no exception, as
he connected with her after he relented to them getting their ears pierced. Eventually,
after a day’s worth of fun at Enchanted Garden; he finally broke the news of
Grace’s passing to his daughters. The final stage of acceptance.